Anita: testimony to share

Anita: Testimony To Share

After the exams last semester, i thought that i was going to fail one or two subjects...seriously.

last sem i was looking for a job, started looking after a cell without Marcus, did a lot of much mental thinking about rediculous stuff which i should have just handballed to God to look after and during exam time i had two people living in my room for two weeks (which meant that i had to sleep with shazza and sometimes mum) and at times study on the floor because of lack of space. Was VERY sick during the exam period--so much so that i thought i should get an exam exemption, being on antibiotics...
ugly period of time really...
ugly.

was mentally preparing myself (...as i have done countless times) on how to cope if i did fail.

But as always, God rescued me, as he always has!
Praise God i got a full time Job!! Praise God that i was healed of my sickness! Praise God i didn't get deathly sick enough that i had to apply for an exemption! and praise God for the marks i got on the exams.
They were my best ever. He always surprises me when i expect it the least!

And it's so rediculous that i thought that this was probably my most toughest semester but yet God already made that way for me. I could never see the light at the end, but God just always had it here--shining that torch down the end.

"You're always there to rescue me"

"Rescue me"- Planet Shakers

When im alone the world is such a different place
Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face
It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down
Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found

When everyting starts crashing down
When all I know falls to the ground
When darkness comes and I can't see
You're always there to rescue me

Just when I think that Ive got it figured out
You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt
But you've got it all within the power of your hand
It seems like the more I know the less I understand

When everyting starts crashing down
When all I know falls to the ground
When darkness comes and I can't see
You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear
When I wonder if you're near
When I dont know how to break free
You're always there to rescue me

I wonder if Ill make it through this darkest night
I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight
Im reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light
I know you're by my side

It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down
Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found

When everyting starts crashing down
When all I know falls to the ground
When darkness comes and I can't see
You're always there to rescue me
When all my strength has turned to fear
When I wonder if you're near
When I dont know how to break free
You're always there to rescue me
You're always there to rescue me
You're always there to rescue me
You're always there to rescue me
You're always there to rescue me

God never EVER fails. I encourage you not to give up! you can lose everything, but do not lose your character or your faith!

He is there to rescue YOU!

Humility

Latin humilis (lowly, low to the ground), < humus (ground, dirt)]

I really need to be like dirt. To really humble myself and accept what God has for me. I know this feeling sux big time. But how am i supposed to see Your glory Lord, if i cannot be humble towards your people?

We 'Humble' ourselves, not pray to be humble. This is an act one needs to seek, lest God intervenes to humble us. Therefore, i need to humble myself.
Matt 5:23 - Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
James 4:6 - But God shows us even more kindness. Scripture says, "God opposes arrogant people, but he is kind to humble people."


N'drew

Help me heal this wound...






~JY~

bloggers...are back?

blogging...blogging..

anyways Uni has started again...just printed like 240 PAGES of a manual. *CRAZY STUFF!!*

but good news, atm i have tuesdays and thursdays off...until i start work anyways.
things will be LESS crazy for now...hopefully.

am reconstructing my room- probably not the best time...but really bothering me so gotta do it!

can't wait to get the whole group together agains!

love nida

Need sleep

Super duper tired.

Oral presentation in about 4 hours.

I can't wait for today to be overrrrr.

and tomoro too.

bell

in the wee hours of the night

in the wee hours of the night..
does anybody stay awake?
i forgot what it's like to sleep early?
holidays.
don't feel like them.
results.
don't want to know.
in the wee hours of the night...
does anybody hear?
oh Lord..what are you planning next?
everything, we will commit to your name.
Show us the way, Lord.
Coz we're free...
in your name, we are saved!