an emotional mess. not

i'm not a fan of swotvac. its the time of year that gets my head and heart racing in circles. emotions can easily entangle one's sense of rationale. sometimes i get caught up in the past and all the time memories are on repeat in my mind. i am trying to forget.
last night my jumper was dampened by a girl's tears... she just broke up with her 'girlfriend' and she needed company. i think im better at responding and giving the right amount of attention to girls... but thats beside the point. ;p i was reminded of the hurt of a break up and how unneccessary it is had only you got it right from the very beginning. i had dinner with a friend on monday and our views on relationships are completely different. she said i was in a bubble and that i was a penguin. a penguin, why? because penguins can wait for months on the ice shelf for their partner to return. i told her i believed in committment. love. forever. on the other hand, she said she would rather have a de facto relationship and told me 21-25 yr old is the prime to sleep around. so why is the divorce rate in australia at 60% i asked her? when your young its easy to say your having fun and to not take relationships seriously. however that mentality can carry on, past your youth and into your adult years.
anyways, im a penguin. what a interesting week! woo its time to study
this post sounded emotionally messy. im fine thanks ;p